I'm giving up and going away, if such a thing is truly possible.

I've bookmarked all of you on my watch list, just in case I change my mind. Maybe, I can find a better mind to use and I'll have those bookmarks when I feel better. Of course, not all of you will see this.

I run the risk of ridicule because many people take the internet less seriously. Unfortunately, I take little in life frivolously. In any case, the death of my adoptive dad and the changes in my life have taken their toll on me and I feel about as negative as is possible, even with meds.

I think I'll delete my uploads slowly, as it takes so long to upload, if I change my mind. If you don't see me in your watchers (those who are on both sides), don't be surprised but of course, I'll give it a day or two so you will see this journal entry.

Soooooo, I hope that you'll all be well and successful in everything you do.
(Thanks to the 41...errr...74, no, 133 of you (1 said something) who have reinforced my feeling to leave.)
I've removed the deviations that got no attention--41 % of them--the rest will be gone in the next week...and they're gone.)